No you won't. You will only believe what the govt tells you. There are over 65 peer reviewed papers that demonstrate the effectiveness of Ivermectin as an anti-viral. I could point you to a compendium but it would be a waste of time.
As for your crack about testing in India and Africa, you completely misunderstand the data. There was no test of Ivermectin. The countries in the middle part of the continent widely use Ivermectin as an anti-parasite medication. The others do not. And the data speaks for itself. Those countries that use Ivermectin have a substantially lower death rate than those that don't. Trust me, if this and the results from the state in India don't convince you no peer reviewed studies will.
You are waiting for the govt to tell you it works and then you'll run out and get it. Except that isn't going to happen. They are going to approve the new drugs that cost way more and do the same thing. I can think for myself.